Alone in a crowd

anyone here rmbr Titanic? the scene where Rose wanna commit suicide, caus she say smth about how she feel so alone even though she's rich n got a lot of ppl around her?

no? nev mind... parents probably didn't bring ya caus they didn't want u to watch ppl making out in a vintage car on board a sinking ship...

anyway, working in the IT SHOW for the last 3 days, n seeing so many ppl giv me that experiecne, except the suicide part... jumping off the top floor of the convention centre n lending on the X box 360 booth wouldn't b a healthy sight for the kids playing there...

the best way to drive a person crazy or juz stone him out, is to make him giv out flyers... for 9 hours... wonder if they do that in Abu Gharib? giving out flyers is bad bad bad, psychologically n mentally...

ppl dun treat u as a person, n u dun treat them as ppl... v. hard to xplain...
everyone looks alike after a while, chio, ugly, fat , thin, dun make a difference to u... juz wanna get home...unless u've done it before...time crawls to a standstill, stretching to eternity...

giving out flyers aint such a simple affair as sticking ur hand out either... i sppsd to control the rate of giving out, to make sure they last through the entire IT SHOW... wats more, got different catalogue, supposed to giv to diff ppl... like Plasma TV's dun giv to small kids n such... easy to say, but wat do ya do when a kid's got both paws on the paper n won't let go?

conditions pretty bad too... piles of cardboard boxes, n piles of torn paper lining the sides of the halls... ppl shouting n grabbign stuff... more like a seen frm hurricane katrina or slums in sum african country then s'proe you'd think...

on the bright side though i learnt tt... liverpool fans r much more then any other clubs.... sure u see 1 or 2 man u or ac milan fans once a while... but liverpool fans r like whoa! super a lot.... all sorts of jersey's tt u nev even dreamed of... green and white? candy instead of carlsberg? which alternate dimension did these liverpools come frm?